First day of challenge [24 Dec 2009|06:37am] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | aggravated ] Food - 2/2 estimate of 510 calories. this would be so much easier if i had a sleeping pill Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 5 hours Journaling/Posting - 2/2 first day! of course Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i bought christmas gifts for the kiddies and doggies, since it seems they were a little left out. i also cleaned the house (as i do every day) 2 comments|post comment

Twenty eigth day of challenge [24 Dec 2009|03:45am] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | excited ] Food - 0/2 estimate of i don't know how many calories kept down.i'm hoping to improve this part in the next round Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 4 hours Journaling/Posting - 2/2 wouldn't miss the last day! Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i got my christmas shopping done! (why is it ALWAYS last minute?!) and finally bought myself some more protein powder! hopefully that will help stop me from binging and purging because i'll actually be getting what my body needs. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! post comment

my christmas list [23 Dec 2009|08:36pm] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | blah ] All I want for christmas is my 65 pound body back. All I want for christmas is to be skeletal again. 6 comments|post comment

Twenty seventh day of challenge [22 Dec 2009|05:43am] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | cold ] Food - 0/2 estimate of i don't know how many calories kept down. this is not filling the void. it is making the void that much larger.. Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 6 hours Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yepyepyep Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i shaved, had a nice long shower, relaxed (i MADE myself sit and watch gossip girl. i can't remember the last time i sat for more than half an hour at a time.. lol) and did my eyebrows. i was thinkin of dying my hair again, but i can't decide on what colour.. any suggestions? post comment

Twenty sixth day of challenge [21 Dec 2009|02:19pm] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Green Day - East Jesus Nowhere ] Food - 2/2 estimate of too many calories kept down. UGH. what happened to my motivation?! Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 5 hours Journaling/Posting - 2/2 i'm pretty sure you're reading this... Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i caught up on some sleep, programed some numbers into my phone and made it a little prettier with a wintery tinkerbell wallpaper <3 and wrappeded up some christmas gifts post comment

Twenty fifth day of challenge [21 Dec 2009|02:17pm] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | anxious ] Food - 2/2 estimate of no calories. held a 24 hour fast. i know i can do better Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 4 hours Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yess Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i cleaned the house, did some random organizing and cleaned up some of the random christmas things that were laying around. also picked up decorations that my kittie keeps knocking down from the christmas tree. i'm just waiting for it to fall over ^.^ post comment

Twenty fourth day of challenge [19 Dec 2009|09:05pm] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | excited ] Food - 2/2 estimate of no calories! fasted. still fasting, now that i mention it Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 3 hours Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yessir Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i played wow, got to level 17 and completed a few quests, went shopping and got a blackberry, some fluffy la senza slippers, mittens and sparkly berets. i miss shopping. i miss having money post comment

Twenty third day of challenge [19 Dec 2009|02:44am] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | disappointed ] Food - 0/2 estimate of too many calories kept down. i always fail at night.. at least recently Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 5 hours Journaling/Posting - 2/2 of course Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i resisted the urge to binge and purge when i was depressed/home alone. now, if only i could do that at night.. post comment

Twenty second day of challenge [17 Dec 2009|06:12am] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | contemplative ] Food - 2/2 estimate of 530 calories Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 5 hours Journaling/Posting - 2/2 wouldn't miss it Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i cleaned the house and baked a cake for my mom's birthday! 2 comments|post comment

Twenty first day of challenge [17 Dec 2009|04:06am] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | scared ] [ music | Led Zepplin - Pour Some Sugar On Me ] Food - 0/2 estimate of too many calories kept down. ugh. i can't even stand to look in the mirror anymore Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out for2 hours Journaling/Posting - 2/2 of coursee Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i caught up on some rest, re-did my eyebrows and packed up some christmas gifts 2 comments|post comment

Twentieth day of challenge [15 Dec 2009|06:25am] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | weird ] Food - 2/2 estimate of 683 calories. i need to start fasting again Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 5 hours Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yessums Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i did my nails (need to cut them for when i get my blackberry storm tomorrow!), did my eyebrows and i'm going to hit up the tanning salon tomorrow <3 post comment

Ninteenth day of challenge [14 Dec 2009|12:07pm] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | weird ] Food - 0/2 estimate of 706 calories kept down. i was fine until i woke up and couldn't sleep. still didn't eat that much, but it was unhealthy and i got rid of it asap Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 5 hours and 50 minutes. could i not of done that extra 10?! Journaling/Posting - 2/2 alwaysss (almost!) Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i finally got done writing christmas cards, got another level in wow, completed a few quests and ALMOST have 2g and did a little more christmas decorating. post comment

Eighteenth day of challenge [13 Dec 2009|05:46am] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | thoughtful ] Food - 2/2 estimate of 580 calories Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 5 hours. aiming for 6 tomorrow Journaling/Posting - 2/2 i try not to miss it! Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i cleaned the house, did the laundry, did the dishes and the garbage. i'm running out of things to clean and organize since i generally do that all day long on and off. i think that i'll tackle the fridge next week. 5 comments|post comment

Seveenth day of challenge [13 Dec 2009|01:50am] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | bouncy ] Food - 0/2 estimate of 228 calories kept down. Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out 5 hours Journaling/Posting - 2/2 of course! Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i played wow and got my character up to level 16 and completed a couple quests ^.^ post comment

fic: Here We Are (American Idol; Kris/Adam; NC-17) (2/2) [12 Dec 2009|05:11am] buffyx Title: Here We Are Fandom/Pairing: American Idol; Kris/Adam Rating: NC-17 Summary: “Mostly the plan entails being with you. I’d say that’s where it begins and ends, actually.” A long epilogue to If It Kills Me, aka, the Plane Crash Fic, but really it can be read as a standalone with minimal confusion. ( They’ve been back in L.A. for a week when Kris wakes up to Adam’s mouth on his. ) 104 comments|post comment

fic: Here We Are (American Idol; Kris/Adam; NC-17) (1/2) [12 Dec 2009|05:10am] buffyx Title: Here We Are Fandom/Pairing: American Idol; Kris/Adam Rating: NC-17 Summary: “Mostly the plan entails being with you. I’d say that’s where it begins and ends, actually.” A long epilogue to If It Kills Me, aka, the Plane Crash Fic, but really it can be read as a standalone with minimal confusion. ( The divorce papers come on a Monday morning while Kris is in the studio. ) 8 comments|post comment

Sixteenth day of challenge [11 Dec 2009|06:31pm] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | bouncy ] Food - 2/2 estimate of 382 calories. FINALLY, A GOOD DAY! Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out 5 hours 30 minutes. Journaling/Posting - 2/2 of course! Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i TALKED TO PEOPLE! yes, as sad as that is, it's something new 4 comments|post comment

Fourteenth and fifteen day of challenge [11 Dec 2009|12:47am] ohsweetinsanity [ mood | awake ] Fourteenth Food - 0/2 estimate of too many calories kept down. UGHHHH Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out 5 hours Journaling/Posting - 0/2 missed this one :( Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i took care of some emails and comments, made a christmas list and ran some errands Fifteenth Food - 0/2 estimate of too many calories kept down. seriously, when will this end? Water - 2/2 Exercise - 2/2 worked out 2 hours and 10 minutes. my legs were swollen so i gave up on the cardio =/ Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yessir Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 cleaned the house, did the dishes... i'm running out of ideas for this one. oh, and i tried to control my anger for once.. 4 comments|post comment

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